It has been a tough year. No, let’s be honest—it’s been a
tough 3-1/2 years. From the first diagnosis of cancer for Jeff, through his
surgeries, some not cancer-related, to his final stay in the Hospice Center, we
have been through the ringer. And then to deal now with my own diagnosis of
breast cancer has felt like a punch in the gut.
I cannot say that I give thanks for these things. There may
come a day when I can actually give thanks FOR them; I can’t imagine that day
just yet, but I leave open the possibility.
I can give thanks in the midst of these things. And so I do,
I give thanks for the love and commitment Jeff and I had for each other; I give
thanks for our two sons; I give thanks for our granddaughter; I give thanks for
my loving family, and for Jeff’s; I give thanks for how my congregation and
friends have taught me to accept their gifts and support; I give thanks for
having a truly amazing health insurance program through the Annual Conference
that we could face these years without being entirely bankrupted; and I give
thanks for having Life Insurance that enables us to stay in our home now.
I could go on and on. I think you catch my drift. I do give
thanks in the midst of all circumstances for the will of God is that I see my
life as a gift, and through God’s Spirit I am filled.
Thanks be to God.
1 Thessalonians 5:16-19
Rejoice always, pray without
ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in
Christ Jesus for you. Do not quench the Spirit.
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