I know I have written about breathing more than once before.
Please allow me the grace for another reflection on this.
When I started working with a trainer, he kept reminding me
to breathe. I often had my rhythms backwards, exhaling when I should inhale and
vice versa. He explained to me that I should be exhaling when I am contracting
my muscles and inhaling on the release. Okay, that sounds good, and actually
familiar advice from others who work out.
Sitting in our midweek prayer time in the Chapel, centering
on the presence of God among us, my thoughts have often turned towards the
rhythm of my breathing. It is as important during centering prayer as it is
during exercise. I have spent some weeks reflecting on the connection and
trying to understand it.
Working out is exercise that requires a discipline.
Centering prayer, or any type of prayer for that matter, is also exercise that
requires discipline. When I work with my breath during midweek prayer, I can
help my body and my mind to relax and settle into God’s presence. This too is
familiar.
What I have pondered lately on my breathing during both my
workouts and my time of centering prayer is why it is important to exhale when
the muscles are contracting. I asked my trainer this. At first, he talked about
the importance of the rhythm and actually doing it, but I asked again
specifically why is it important to exhale then. Ah, it is mainly to help
control the blood pressure to keep it from elevating too high. He also said it
is not as crucial for people who do not have cardiovascular issues, but for
those who do, it is vital. I listened to that because I inherited a familial
tendency towards high blood pressure.
The connection in my time of centering prayer has been
revealing itself to me lately. When I seek to center on God’s presence, I
definitely need to contract my spiritual muscles to let go of distractions and
barriers, and I need to relax my intake to allow God’s Spirit to move within
and through me. By exhaling as I pray, “Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God,” I am
intentionally moving away from distractions and barriers. I pause at what I
think of as the bottom of my breath
to emphasize the release of those things that would keep me from focusing on
God. Then as I inhale, I pray, “have mercy on me, a sinner,” staying open, not
tense or stressed, to allow God’s Spirit to fill me with mercy.
John 20.22:
When he had said this, he breathed on them and
said to them, ‘Receive the Holy Spirit.
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